this is a list.

ever want something so bad that you'll do anything to have "it"?
maybe you'll bend the rules, maybe you'll completely start living a different life. either way; it's stupid.
i'm sorry, thats just how i feel.
don't ever change. especially not for anyone. if someone is making you change, they're not worth it, no matter how fantastic you think they are. wouldn't they be even more fantastic if they could love you for you?
hmmmm
NEXT!
don't be silent.

maybe this makes no sense to you. but it is refreshing to me. sometimes i think we get shut down, so we shell up.
thats gotta stop.

another thing:
whats with not going for our dreams, or our desires?
think about it.i have dreams in my life.
but so often i don't go for them, thinking they'll never happen or soemthing. thinking it's stupid.
WHY?
why not go for them?why not try to acheive what my heart desires?
why not step out.
because, if i forget one dream, i'm just going to get another. then another....
why not start living

speaking of desires makes me think of my heart.
what a funny thing.
my heart and my mind are missing a line for communication or something.
but it's honestly okay, because God's got them. both my mind and my heart.

OH!
someone said something about strippers today.
like how they didn't care if their boyfriend went...like once to check it out...or if he went when he was single.
why?
maybe i've been reading too many dating books by these super christian men, but don't you want a guy who respects you before he's even met you?
like even if he's single, he wouldn't want to do that, because he knows it'll hurt you down the road?
thats a reallll man!
just consider it.