i realized i haven't posted anything from me lately.

strange. i've been into all these song lyrics lately.

but maybe thats because some random artist  can almost tell how i'm feeling better then i can, 

but this isn't the point. i really don't know what the point is, so excuse me while i ramble on until something somewhat intelligent  pops out

last night i was at this cd release thing. they sang this one song that really got me thinking.

i honestly can't remember a single lyric from it. but it was talking about names. like how we have actual names from God..like daughter, warrior, loved, faithful and whatnot.

i almost burst out crying.haha, because i was reminded of MY name.

God spoke it over me so many years ago, and i'd just forgotten about it.

anyways.

He calls me lioness.

you may find that stupid.

but think of me. insecurities and all:God called me lioness. how huge of an idiot can i be?

those  girls are like the primary hunters. without them, the pack dies! plus, they look classy doing it..

i have value.

this happened when i was probably about 12.

for 7 years i've been living in denial of this name. this calling, this destiny.

so yeah. thats where i'm at.

Father keeps doing silly little things to show me how He feels about me. and how i should feel about myself.

it's so beautiful to be able to place value on what i have to offer.

it's hard to explain. anyways...