whatever you like..

I think T.I. released a music video while in prison.

maybe i'm way wrong.

i haven't taken the time to look into it, and i doubt i will.

but i'm impressed.

lame as it sounds

"We are far to comfortable with a God we barely even know"

i thought i could fly; so why did i drown

I dont know where Im at
Im standing at the back and Im tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that ill find
What ive been chasing

I shot for the sky,
Im stuck on the ground
So why do i try
I know Im gonna fall down
I thought I could fly
So why did I drown
I never know why, Its coming down, down, down

Oh im going down, down, down

Im not ready to let go
cause then ill never know, what could be missing
but im missing way to much
So when do i give up, what ive been wishing for

I cant find another way around
And I dont want to hear that sound
Of losing what I never found

the mess i made

sometimes i'm grateful that i'm so glad.

othertimes; not so much

i.i.i.

I forget the last time I felt brave, I just recall insecurity

I wish I could cross my arms, and cross your mind
Cause I believe you'd unfold your paper heart and wear it on your sleeve
All my life I wish I broke mirrors, instead of promises
Cause all I see, is a shattered conscience staring right back at me
I wish I had covered all my tracks completely cause I'm so afraid
Is that the light at the far end of the tunnel or just the train?
Lift your arms only heaven knows, where the danger grows
And it's safe to say there's a bright light up ahead and help is on the way

Help is on the way
I forget the last time I felt brave, I just recall insecurity
Cause it came down like a tidal wave, and sorrow swept over me

Depression, please cut to the chase and cut a long story short
Oh please be done. How much longer can this drama afford to run?
Fate looks sharp, severs all my ties and breaks whatever doesn't bend
But sadly then, all my heavy hopes just pull me back down again

I forget the last time I felt brave, I just recall insecurity
Cause it came down like a tidal wave, and sorrow swept over me
Then I was given grace and love, I was blind but now I can see
Cause I found a new hope from above, and courage swept over me

It hurts just to wake up, whenever you're wearing thin
Alone on the outside, so tired of looking in
The end is uncertain and I've never been so afraid
But I don't need a telescope to see that there's hope
And that makes me feel brave

ransom notes keep falling out your mouth

it's been so long.
i imagine my mass (thats a fat joke) of readers want an update.....i just said mass and fat in the same sentence. i'm on a weight binge or something
i'd like to say i've been busy. but i'm trying to not lie anymore.
i'm twenty.
ummmmmmmm
the end?

i registered a NISSAM CUBE at work earlier this week. i had no clue what they were...so i googled it. i was instantly filled with hate. it's very similar to the hatred i have for the ford flex. but it's only my opinion. i hate ginger...especially with my sushi. so i wouldn't really trust my judgement.

i guess i've been busy...watching movies and looking super good all the time....