yes. we DO get on

this used to be "my song" i knew it. and those close to me knew it.
but why? what the heck has happened to me that would make this become my song? i planned to bump into a crush? sure.sure.sure. i did "things" and i think i might "get on" with someone. and i could never tell that to his face. but why does that make this my song?
why is MY song the one that ends with the crush kissing another girl?
sure if this happened i would lock myself in the toilet and cry the entire my night. but this HASN'T HAPPENED.

honestly. we need more faith.
what is with having songs? i have about a million of them. and hardly any of them are good. it's all "i loooove you, but you don't even know who i am" three doors down has a song thats like "you love me, but you don't know who i am" i used to change the lyrics and sob "you don't love me because you know who i am" i wish i was kidding. because thats just horrible. but it's true. this is different than not having self respect..well maybe it's rather similar..but it's an issue that has to stop.
we are worth so so much more than stupid lyrics.
"OHHHHH My GOSH! THIS IS MY SONG!!!" as white horse plays....i'm not you're princess..sob sob....it's too late for your white horse...sob sob...GET OVER IT. it's not too late. you are a princess. some guy didn't cheat..lie...whatever...you're just emotionally unstable. (thats a note to myself. maybe someone can relate to that song..haha..sorry if thats the case) but really. if that is the case. you need to pick better men. no offence, but you're not doing a very good job at guarding your heart and your soul and yourself. because you need to be careful. you are far far too valuable to waste yourself on just anyone. and i'm not just speaking of sex.
anyways. this isn't really going anywhere.
basically. i love love love music. all sorts. and i'm sick of it bringing me down. i hate thinking that i relate to something when i really really don't. i can't sing those sad songs and take them on as my own. i just can't, because it's not truth.i can sing them. but i need to realize it's not me. i'm not useless and single and dumped! i may think i am. but i'm not
maybe i'd like to think that i'm i love with someone, but he doesn't even know my first name. or it could be fun not get the memo and only see stiletto's but thats just not truth.

ROMEO SAVE ME.
this. i can sing. and it shall not bring me down!