There is no such thing as part freedom.

It always seems impossible until its done.

freedom.freedom.freedom.

i was just thinking about "getting over" something.i just now realized it's not something for me to get over. there was never anything there for me to got over. duhhhhh.

freedom is here. like i have freedom. freedom of anything. we can dance in the freedom, we can really do whatever the Hell we want with it. but WE HAVE FREEDOM.

i think all it takes is us realizing it.

God's here. with His freedom. sure,sure maybe these chains that have tied me to the "love of my life" don't need to be broken by God. those are MY chains. God didn't have anything to do with it.

but i don't think He cares. He actually has everything to do with everything. so give it to him.

i'm probably not making sense, but i don't care. because it's perfectly clear to me. i just figured shit out.

with my strength, with my heart of a lion, with my wonderful maker i have freedom from whatever i want.

it's here.

no FEAR. no temptation, no desire for bad things. no blah blah blah (whatever you want really) just love.

love and freedom. the same really.

okay. in a day or two hopefully i can put this all into words that will actually make sense but for now.

i'm going to go sleep in my freedom. and tomorrow, i'm going to live with it. with no fear, no thoughts or anything i don't want. so simple.

this maybe wont solve all the world's problems. not yet. but it's working for mine.